everything in
it's right place

man i can feel my heartbeat in my shoulder. is that good or bad?

anyway today's event was this thing called 'wayne's bbq' and it was pretty screwed up. ok maybe it was partly my fault because i didn't really join in but i think it was a pretty screwed up day. first sarah met me two hours late and she didnt even say sorry lah! wah lao you can never imagine how pissed i was... ok i'll just say it, it was the most pissed i ever got this week even more than my mom screwing about moving rooms or shitty feelings about passe people and people who don't answer phone calls. it was soooooo annoying but somehow i sort of let it off but it's still twitching at the back of my mind! and for the most stupid reason - the rain. it wasn't really as bad as say 'tsunami conditions' so just take an umbrella lah! ok i'm going a bit mad sigh just because of two hours.

ok the next annoying part which wasn't really annoying but a bit is that the taxi fare going home! oh man i forgot about the midnight charge so in the end the taxi fare became $16 haha but sigh it's ok i still love you guys -gives 'that' face- and i don't value money that much compared to many other things so it doesn't really affect me that much. yah but the taxi driver drove this screwed up route which costs me like $5 more and i had no idea how to correct him! so right, it's my fault too

then to top it off, i wanted to call D to tell her how weird today is but D didn't answer 4 of my calls -bleah-


sigh dunno why my mood's so bad these few days. sigh.

be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to anger for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. and do not be anxious abt anything but in everything prayer and petition present your requests to god. and god will guard you hearts and your minds in christ jesus.

james1:19 phil4:6