everything in
it's right place

heh it's been almost a week since i've updated, and really sooo much has happened. or rather, not happened.

the week (sunday) started off in army, instead of the usual haunt which is church. for once in a really long time i actually missed going to church. it's really amazing how after 1 year 1 month and 2 days of army how much i still dislike, abhor, hate it. ok maybe it's not really that bad, there are times when i've never had so much fun since my secondary school days, but those ocassions are once in a blue moon (literally).

now the OC wants everyone to get ippt gold, which means i have to run 2.4km in 9.44mins or less which is seriously quite a bit faster than my current (maybe you could say 'best') timing of 10.15mins. and i almost died doing that! it's really hard especially when all i do is sleep and sleep and erm sleep :) so it's back to tough training and maybe the end of my army freedom as a sergeant! the stupid OC is threatening to cut all our night offs and day offs and whatever offs and even to the extent of making us come back on saturdays. since the 5 day work week apparently only applies to regulars. heh so unfair! but then again, staying fit is good. otherwise i'll just turn into this super couch potato who just sleeps all day.

and today! today's friday, which means everyone normally books out after the last lesson at 6pm. but noooooo, the stupid oc had to call for a 'meeting' which was really just an excuse to hold us back past our dinner and book out times, to give us a dumb lecture about how we should be really improving our fitness levels; something everyone more or less already knew about this year. and because of that i was late with my meeting with emily. i was supposed to meet her at 7pm to watch 'alfie'! with kai-lyn too (which would be really awkward especially for kl but she had nothing to do) poor girl emily had to wait for me from 7 all the way till 9.45pm! she said she entertained herself by shopping around, eating yakun kaya alone amongst other things. wow i really felt sooooo bad the moment i was free to leave i changed and ran all the way from my bunk to the main road to flag a cab (roughly 1.8km). imagine myself sweating like a mad dog! so i treated her to apple crumble which was rather good at borders cafe and also paid for her taxi all the way home in west jurong. which is really far. at least she got back safe :)

after that met janice, leo, jon and kl at alley bar for some drinks where we spent lots of money for very few drinks. haha but it's good; i don't drink that much nowadays. kl looks really pretty. even emily says so! gosh wth she said if jon ever broke up with kl that she'd go after jon. lol and what, i think i might as well go after kl. haha.

going out for lunch with jane tomorrow. man, i haven't seen her in soooooooooo long and she's supposed to be one of my quite good friends. messaged sarah to read her bible and she asked me to go stone with her in some bowling alley with her og tomorrow. i think she was kidding; don't know if i should go, it'll be so extra! but heh i really have nothing to do so i might just pop by for a while. becayse my family's eating dinner at the newly renovated hyatt cafe, or some sort of event like that.



there's lots of things going through my mind right now. and i'm still rather confused. and my qt hasn't been so consistent lately either. i still remember and think about it everyday, but some days i'm just so tired that i fall asleep as soon as i lie on my bed. but that's no excuse either. sigh i just pray that God'll help me settle all these problems. but sometimes i just don't want to know what's good for me.