everything in
it's right place

it's 12.15am and just got back from swensens with diana and cheryl's gang (who happen to be yijun diana daphne tiff eric erwin who's quite cool and cheryl) the apple crumble's really good! but i think i had a bit too much to eat AGAIN, because prior to that tousif, farhan and i stopped by coffee bean behind borders which had such a lacklustre ambience and looked, literally, dead.

messaged christine at 2pm, asking her if she was free to go out for dinner or post-dinner or at anytime at all. gave the typical no, though. sigh.

really looking forward to sunday, as i usually do with all things pleasent and beautiful. asked the cheryl gang whether they wanted to come. i hope they do; maybe they can comment on how my church is then.

also really should start actually training now, isntead of sitting by the poolside feeling too lazy to swim. waking up at 0530 tomorrow for a run; i'll try to make it at least 5km in 25 minutes (boots and lack of sleep included). it's part of my 2004 goal to start triathlons, but since buying a bike is really out of my league right now i'll just start with the swim/run. haven't been running distance for two to three months so i think i'll probably just die. and swimming. gosh don't talk about swimming. i need to get my 50free around 27seconds (just so i can beat jon chan's 'slow' 28). at least today i got it to 30-31s.

life's back to the live-it-for-the-moment mode, which is really quite acceptable. leaves things a bit lackadaisical, a little bit unmotivated. but after all, these things are really all in the mind, the emotional intangible realm. and i'm ok, i really am. i'm always ok.