everything in
it's right place

:(

it's sad when someone you think was one of your best friends is too tired to talk to you. and there she goes on msn talking away. to think that i spent half my life in australia with her. to have to think carefully about what i want to say before telling her, afraid that you'll analyse and see that i'm a so and so person, a this thing and that thing. afraid to say silly things because i know you won't reply to them, because they're just now worth replying. that sometimes i feel like i'm not worth it to you. how can you feel like that with one of your so called closest friends?

sometimes i just hate you