diana's not answering her phone. really hope i get to talk to her before she goes back, because i really owe her lots of thanks. an entire world's worth prob wouldn't be enough either...
so i'm wondering. is the bleak prospect of love really worth all that pain. to tear your heart apart despite knowing the answers, just because it's too much for you to bear and pain needs a spare shoulder too at times too.
a lot of times i just think too much. and thinking like that can really kill you, like it's killing me.
and sometimes having good friends scare me. of the chance of that kind of relationship, because it destroys everything. sometimes. and to lose a main pillar of support, i'd just collapse. the prospect of loneliness coupled with pain is perhaps everyone's worst nightmare.
i think i'm going crazy. because you just turn me upside down. because sometimes you just can't make it all alone
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