everything in
it's right place

i like blue on happy things and black on pretty things. crimson maroon red on sexy things. i hate pink, dislike violet purple and certain greens. i play the guitar and piano, although i hate classical piano with a burning passion. i like jazz though it sometimes gets on my nerves. i like to do things that i don't like and i don't like to do things that i like. i think ipods are the coolest thing in the world since the internet guitars and women, but that's also after my sony earbud phones. i like to think that i have no friends although i have tons and i think that lifehouse, hoobastank, dave matthews band, u2 and john mayer compose great music. i'll be going to australia and prefer to think that i'm really going there to study biomedical science when what i really think i'll do is play guitar walk around alone and smoke pot all day. i write in a blog that nobody reads (but i'm dreadfully mistaken) and wish that nobody would ever read it. people think that i'm lazy; in actual fact i only do the necessary. i have only really liked 4 people in my life outside family and feel that ear studs are not only for girls. i have 5 guitars in my house and 4 amplifiers, when in actual fact i only play 2 guitars and use neither of the amplifiers. i do nothing on weekends except sleep play guitar and surf the net, because i'm trying to save money for what seems to have been ages. i am disgusted by my reliance on technology like the internet and mobile phones. i wear contacts as i hate the feeling of my sideburns between my cheeks and a pair of spectacles. i like company but i am always alone because i want to be alone. i try to read my bible every night, treasure every minute of my weekends and waste as much of army time as i can. to assist in wasting my army time i read as many books as i can. i do this in an attempt to improve my english (but in actual fact it is for me to seek refuge in my imagination and dreams). i like the word 'undone' because it's how i think i am (lifehouse's rendition takes top spot in my itunes most played). i admire people who are honest to themselves. i like to buy clothes and having a proper couture gives me confidence even thought i prefer not to think of it that way. i like the way a fender strat gives a compressed tone and have accepted that my epiphone les paul would never be able to sound like that, no matter how many hundreds of dollars of effects i put on top of it. my goal of buying an american deluxe strat assisted me in accepting this fact greatly. i would die without music, and think that being lonely is worst that living a nightmare. i think what i'm writing now is quite nonsense even though i try to think that all of it is true. i think that the number of repetitions of 'i' and 'think' in this entry is also and absurdly ridiculous.