everything in
it's right place

her number, you mean. argh.

on a side note: have been really too damn lazy to exercise now. spent the entire day (from 8am to 6pm) sleeping today. managed to wake up for lunch though, but didn't even manage to complete a page of the book ('life of pi').

spent the evening getting owned at dota.


was supposed to meet up with emily initially, as she just got back from australia yesterday. but the dumb woman spent over 12 hours sleeping (all the way till 6pm. just like me!) and when she finally called me it was a little too late to go out. maybe i was just lazy to plan to go out.

as everybody in my company was having their own plans, i soon resigned to going back to the bookstore. but then someone said a surprising thing: "don't worry, you have so many friends to go out with, i bet you surely would find someone soon". i find it pretty interesting that someone actually could say such a thing to me, at that very moment in particular. sometimes it just feels that things are relly the other way around.

everyone just wants to feel loved. to know that someone's there to tell them that they're not alone in the midst of solitude; to push them on in the midst of struggle and turmoil, that you can do it when you know you can't. but the fact is, everybody surely has someone who cares of them. it's probably more like that they just don't want to think that way.




should've gotten her number, right? chris, you're a dumbass. repeat after me, "dumbass".