everything is in cycles, from the days and seasons and the weather to the routines and people's moods and events in a person's life. get closer to this friend, further from that friend. feel like running all day, feel like not running at all. sometimes it just seems like i'm living for myself. what's wrong with that? isn't everyone like that. it sounds wrong, though. everyone's supposed to be nice and friendly, helpful in a certain way but not too helpful in many other ways.
some people i just wish i could get along more easily with. some people i'm really more than thankful for that i get along so easily with. some people i miss a lot and some people i miss a lot but don't want to think i do. and some people i've just given up on. which is sad because 'life' isn't about giving up, is it? it's about fighting and struggling and never losing hope. but sometimes people just get way too tired for that. why struggle so hard, facing the probably impending failure when you know that you can just sit back and rot, saving yourself some wasted breath.
just so we could sit here together and look at the sun go down, maybe never come up again. and if it does from the wrong side of the sky. you know that you're not the person you used to be when your hair is standing on its ends and people walk on the ceiling while the sky is falling. let's just be cynical and pretend that we have neither hope nor will for anything good.
so this is also one of the things that goes round and round (and perhaps makes no sense[to you])
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yes i agree this entry of yours really makes no sense lolx. chill bro, think you abeit stress out liao. take care.
kive
10:56 am"I feel much better now that I have abandoned all hope."
-ashley brilliant
hello u cuckoo bird! how come ur entries are getting cryptic-er and cryptic-er. :s anyways, did u get my sms? the one that said that i accidentally deleted b's photo. haha what an idiot.
Anonymous
11:10 pmyou are so weird. i hope one of the people ur referring to is not who i think it is... haha sometimes life is not about fighting, rather appreciating what you have and taking detours and going in directions u never thought u'd go.
anywayz i'm linking u alright... from sistazway.blogdrive.com
maybe some hot chick will drop by n be charmed by ur sophistication (:
Anonymous
8:36 pmyou think wayyy too much! cheer up. oh i changed my add so change your link. http://wordswidenight-.blogspot.com
Anonymous
9:37 pmi think this is the kind of entry people write when they're half asleep in the middle of the night, at 2am.
chris
10:31 pm