everything in
it's right place

and i'm so damn friggin' bored

i have this conception that festive holidays need big events, big happenings. yes, that's besides the point of christmas, but it's my conception nontheless. and today i just feel so... seperated, from everything else? the most spectecular thing today was coming home from camp, and next after that losing a game of dota (despite killing like 2305938560 heroes).

oh but my cousin's daughter (niece, whatever you want) is really cute! she went around hugging my brother's kid (ok fine, nephew), and that was really cute. so friendly! but alas, they've all left for home so i'm now back to the computer, talking to no one in particular (ok yes, jane foo, bryan tan) and deciding whether i should play that damnned game which is dota. bahhhh