everything in
it's right place

i hate it when people are depressed. esp when i can't do anything about it. esp because i can't do anything about it. sigh.

i'm going to thailand later with the sonnies. wonder what'll happen... hopefully it won't be a last minute screwup. it's already a last minute thing anyway, just hope that it's not screwed up. and that there'll something more than just sex. cuz it sounds like some freaky sex holiday.

anyway i met this new guy called jared. one of sarah's friends. and he knows so much about me that it's super damn freaky. but he's not that scary, so i'm ok :) (you better not know my blog address!!!! [i bet he does])