everything in
it's right place

i'm feeling pretty shit.

sometimes friendships can turn so sour, or at least seem that way. so fake, so artificial. who am i to judge relationships, is it just a matter of personal opinion?

i've always chosen my friends; i don't keep those who have principles i don't agree with. is that wrong? is it wrong to dump them because i simply cannot be bothered repairing lost relations? finding new ones to replace the old. dumping them perhaps of some silly thing i did ages ago and just don't want to bring it up ever again.

i must be biased, scarred for life (or at least quite a while). seems like nothing seems to sway my opinion anymore; i've purely given up and living it by the moment.

obviously i still care enough about it to drag out a long-ish emo post, but probably not enough to do anything about it.

just sitting and waiting.

(maybe wishing? not trying to be lame but... ahhhh)