So I bought a MIDI keyboard. A Behringer UMX25, which as it suggest is a 25 key midi keyboard. With some software synths that I have, it churns out some realllly cool sounds :)The sky's the limit now, just up to my creativity to make some tunes (which at the moment is rather... dead) The learning curve for these recording programs is also nuts, takes days to learn how to use it! Which is something I don't have time for at the moment... hope to catch up on it soon.Just too much work now. Actually not really that much, but it's so much more than what I've been used to. Studying everyday, on the first week of school?! Done with one subject, still ten more pages of the next, then another ten pages of the next, also another 40 chapters of my MCAT to cover. Seems like a never ending cycle, but I've no choice because nowadays I can see so clearly how it's going to affect my future and really, that scares the shits out of me. So, on to studying! Yes!
Then again, I am a lazy little bastard and at times even that doesn't scare me. Bleah. Never mind, got to push forward... Study, damn it!
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apparently listening is one of my strong points. my mom makes full use of it, just babbling away constantly in the background (i'm not listening, really). just throw in a 'ah ha', 'yeah...', 'oh that's bad' once in a while. once in a while i slow down and listen to people (like, really listen) and their problems. and then i realise just how many people feel so constantly shitty everyday.
except me. i just feel... fine? 'ok'.
am i really so desensitised? un-opinionated? (is there such a word?)
do i really lead such a wonderfully bliss life?
i dunno.
anything la.
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