everything in
it's right place

1am, just got back home.

and i had the most fun time anyone could have with a single person in a long, long while. eating, who doesn't like that? i had lots to eat, japanese bento box at kenada in bourke street, then across the hallway to dessert house for hot mixed tea-coffee (i forgot the singlish/chinese name for it) and banana crepes.

then over to melbourne central's hoyts cinemas to watch the ultimate sonny show of all time, 'knocked up'. there could be no better movie to make me miss the 3 other dumbasses (4 if you count the dicky) more than i already do. i'll be blessed if i ever get to forge another guy-guy (strictly note: not gay) friendship like that.

all this over wonderful conversation with a wonderful girl on a wonderful night. part of me is wondering if she actually got the idea, but i guess any girl must be pretty dumb (understatement) to not get it. the other part of me is waiting for her to call me back (she's washing up and packing her stuff for a bit). and a small part of me is indifferent to it all, the can't-really-be-bothered-about-anything attitude, waiting to jump into my heated warm bed and doze off to sleep!

i'm debating whether i made the right choice, using my head, logic, and religious views (something so totally unrelated to the previous two concepts) to come to a conclusion to. i'm probably going to have to cancel my outing tomorrow with the other so-called option, maybe that's what people mean when they say "you can't have your cake and eat it too"

still waiting.
wishing.
(fingers crossed)