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30 November 2005

it's my dad's birthday today! but i feel like a lousy son, because i'm not 100% sure how old he is, and i'm really tired today so i don't feel like going for dinner. (we celebrated his birthday last sunday already). but for this day of the year at least nobody's gonna be complaining or arguing or quarreling. or at least everyone will be trying.

been playing lots of sudoku recently! and figured that i was pretty crap at it. i take about 10-12 minutes for each puzzle at www.websudoku.com, and the website says that the average user takes only about 7 minutes! so i'm almost twice as shitty as normal. but i'm slowly improving! so that's good. sometimes i'm really stupid tho, and take up to 25 minutes!!! sigh.

went to sembawang wharf today to check out site for next week's duties. the bunks have aircon! but it's going to be a very long, tiring, tedious two weeks. :( at least i'll have my christmas' and new year's day free. or not - nothing's ever confirmed in my job. apparently my unit is one of the crappiest in singapore, but forget i ever said that.

flowers for algernon has been an interesting read so far. but debbie doesn't like it -pfft- i think it touches me with it's honesty, in the way it's in the form of a journal, not much different from the one i'm now writing in. sometimes there is just so much to say, about things going on, about flowing feelings, but rarely do i have the courage to write it out or even think about it. at times, i just can't be bothered, because after all i'm really a damn lazy piece of shit. there's so many things i've been stalling off for weeks, even months. i don't understant how anyone could not like it. debbie says it's childish. SHEESH! but i like it and that's the final word.

books - once i used to really hate them. now i buy more than i can read. lots of people are getting in to books nowadays, so that's cool. christmas is coming! ohhh i wish i could get some more (nice) books for christmas! -hint hint hint hint-

damn freakin' tired, so i'll just stop here

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