everything in
it's right place

that's a nice song. search it up at radioblogclub.

just woke up, feeling really... blur. haha is that the right word for it. heard on the radio yesterday that this is called sleep inertia. seems to make sense, yup. my sleep must really have lots of momentum then :/ it feels like i just got back from another club, and i'm really not all that into clubbing anymore. all that socialising... haha just feeling a bit, lazy?

anyway mom woke me up with a buzz from the phone. apparently she saved me supper (ytd's dinner, actually) but i totally forgot about it. so now it's my breakfast. talk about really upside down meal times..

went out with emily and the test tube twins (daphne and diana. they're like, singapore's first test tube twins right?) for dinner yesterday at suntec city's ichiban boshi. talking to emily is funny, she always ends up talking about her boyfriend or this guy who likes her. and they're always different people, so i can never keep up with their names! so i have to refer to them as 'that guy'. i was at tcc (the overly expensive coffe connection) with her and we blasted away 1 hr just talking about nothing at all. haha weird.

left early because i wanted to go home to get ready to go to zouk. but in the end didn't go. cuz i was sooooo tired in the afternoon. i even fell asleep next to the 'no sleeping' sign in the library! which was how paiseh! but later that night, the cumalitive effects of 3 coffees and redbull had me up quite a bit.

and spent so much time playing around with the radioblogclub website!!! gosh it's a real time waster. this is what i really need at my guard duty place. and found out where all my old msn message histories were hidden. reading through the past can be quite amusing/hilarious/annoying/saddening/boring. read through a few people's histories. maybe i shouldn't do that anymore, cuz there's not much to gain in it anyway. oh wait actually there is, i could sort of learn from the mistakes. but you know how when i was typing those words at those times, some of it would obviously be quite skewed from the truth. so i wouldn't know if i was just making it up, because sometimes i do that.

everybody does. we all like to turn up the good points and chuck the bad points. maybe vice versa if you're a cynic! but when i was in australia, i seemed sort of different. the company, perhaps? wow i was like, so sensitive! and at some points, pretty dumb as well. in many senses of that word, perhaps all. hahaha oops

just being chris ong. heard that phrase so many times yesterday. just an observation..


time to eat breakfast now. or rather my dinner. gah whatever