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3 April 2005

food poisoning sucks... gonna see the doctor, can't take it heh. self medication isn't really good if you're 'just guessing' that it's the right pills...

i'm wondering what the church youth camp people are thinking. have this dreadful feeling that they think i chao kenged to get out of the sentosa recce, ailene was going on and on about it. sigh.
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2 April 2005

had a run yesterday. this so pathetic; i only ran for 4km and not really exactly very fast but my legs are all stiff today. it's not like i didn't do any stretching.

might be the walking too. walked a whole lot, took a whole lot of busses/taxis because of my company's cohesion day amazing race thing (we won, from the bottom up).

had dinner at crystal jade with sarah. sigh it wasn't that good but she thought it's nice so ok lah. even kerby says it's pretty crappy standard for crystal jade. but this outlet just opened, perhaps after a couple of months it'll become better. the branch at scotts and taka is really quite a lot better! and it was a bit silly but i ordered almost the exact same stuff again (because it was so nice previously hehe).

oh i think my money saving plan sort of failed in a weekend.

crystal jade cost $30, the taxis cost $20, and the jug of hoegaarden (obligated because i made bryan chan REALLY pissed) cost $45. sigh i felt quite bad but i really didn't wanna go all the way to chijmes just to drink beer for an hour. and smoking heh i tried a bit (not really tried, just lit one for some idiot hehe) and i almost died. don't smoke it's bad.

but bryan was sorta pissed because he had a Bad Day and kerby said that he hates crowded noisy places. and wala wala was REALLY extremely crowded and noisy. sigh just treated the beer lah for being such a mean bastard :(


limewire's driving me nuts. look at how insanely slow the download is. it used to be something like, 40kb/s! now i have to wait for hours to get a single song. it's a sign... that downloading is bad... heh whatever man.
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i find peace when
i'm confused
i find hope when
i'm let down
not in me ...
me in you
it's in you


i hope to lose myself
for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me ...
me in you
it's in you

sigh

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1 April 2005

sigh

Feeling weird so i do weird things.

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i had a (ridiculous) talk with someone. it's incredible how something so trivial can make a person like me feel quite...

sad. that's all i can think of at the moment.



i'm sorry

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