everything in
it's right place

I have this friend (perhaps more of an aquaintance now) who resides in Australia. She comes online ever so often in MSN with these riduculous names with such utterly horrible grammar, coupled with many irrelevant symbols (such as quaver notes and stars and moons) - so out of place that it's so disgustingly irritating yet amusing at the same time. Every time she comes online I can't help but go... ARGHHHHHH

I'm playing for church worship tomorrow! I'm incredibly excited, maybe not so much by the fact that I'm serving but that I'll be performing onstage with my sunburst LP and a Line6 floorpedal! Everyone has to start somewhere, even if it's for all the wrong reasons. But I tell myself that I'll try to make them right somehow, one day, and soon. It does seem like I've been trying ever so long, in the same way that William Hung tries to improve his interesting singing styles.

I was thinking of how weird it was to end this entry with the above paragraph, but I couldn't care less anyway.

My internet is going nuts. I have retreated to the safety of my laptop computer; the desktop is just way out of control. It hangs up everytime the computer detects the internet connection! I have no idea what's wrong, but it'll settle itself anyhow. That's how it is with my computer... It's self-help at it's most queer state.

Whitled away most of my day (which was unexpectedly spent out of camp) in the comfort of my own home. Played a computer game - Rome: Total War, where the player controls a Roman faction and through war and diplomacy tries to conquer the whole of Europe (and some of it's surrounding nations). In my mind, I'm thinking - God, what a way to waste a perfectly good day.

Ok, this is really illogical babble but my mind works like that nowadays. Just like my computer. Hmm.

It's that time of the day when I have to book in again. And I wonder, do I really ever write anything else in this blog except events related to the tradgedy that is our army? It's probably this subtle mental thing, that I have to have one last go at the computer before leaving for what is in essence 5 days of boredom, unhappiness and overall dissatisfaction. Army shouldn't be that bad, but in retrospect, I think it is!!

Now I'm going mad, doing what I've just said in the former paragraph: downloading and transfering tons and tons of songs from my computer to my iPod. Ah, the wonderful beauty of music!

I have to get a list of this goodness up here soon! Just wait.

Ok, so I failed my first goal so far. I didn't even touch my bible, which is a really really bad thing. I didn't have time to touch on the rest of my goals, like playing guitar, the triathlon or studying, but those weren't really important anyway.

I did lose $275 so far though, because of PSG! Wah lao lah that stupid team. Nevermind, it's Arsenal vs some not very good team tonight; I forgot the specifics. An army friend of mine introduced me to this stupid system, which is... sigh would one call it a turn for the worst? Bah