everything in
it's right place

Ok, so I haven't been blogging much at all for the past, say 2 weeks? Or one month. Main reason is because I've been playing computer games :( Haha, but I finally got my character to level 60 (which is the highest level) and realised that all the time spent on that dumb game was pretty much wasted. So I've decided to dedicate this week (ok fine, and the weeks to come) to more productive activities. Studying! Haha, and practicing my guitar.

Church music team meeting this week; some sort of first-timers get together session. Hope it isn't too bad. My guitar playing is absolute shit right now. So is the condition of the guitar itself haha. Strings all rusty, switch STILL broken -thanks wayne ;) - and exercise! Crap, my stamina is almost zero. Was super super super tired after playing squash the other day. Ironically, I won most of the matches. Usually I have lots more stamina, and lose all the matches! Don't know which is better...

House is in a mess: wrinkled clothes in the dryer, unwashed clothes in the washing machine (can't wash because there's clothes in the dryer); carpet fluff all over the floor, kitchen which smells of chicken stew, newspaper ALL OVER THE PLACE, perpetually messy bedroom. I really should take a picture. Times like these that I miss my mom, my family. Nice home, nice food, nice people. Nowhere like home, right?

Waiting. Waiting in anticipation. The number one most tiring thing to possibly do. Wait till May, now just wait till August. Wait a year, maybe two? Oh, now you say it's three. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm waiting for, let alone why.

Are feelings really worth that much. I always thought it was, but I'm steadily changing my mind. Don't know if that's good... experience guides your actions though.

June. Yep, I'll just stop after June. No point killing myself over nothing, right. Oh by the way, I'm booking my flight for June 20th midnight with Lisa. Hope she doesn't oversleep the flight... otherwise I'll have to take a taxi to the airport alone :( Haha sorry :P



Played guitar for cell group today. It was really bad :( I didn't even practice at all, and my guitar skills are really poor too. Can't keep in time for some of the songs, and Diana has really weird ways of playing the piano (oops). So swong was going all gan cheong spider and freaking out. But how to practice, with all the WoW action happening nowadays. Sighhhhhhh haha. Too much computer games = bad x100000

Studying about butterflies now. WTF right. I have to give a presentation on tuesday about thin-film interference, in other words, how butterflies/ducks/etc get their pretty iridescent wings. Andddd my group partner's a total... moron? Sounds like an apt word to use, however she's really smart academic-wise. Such a total clash of personalities... drives me nuts.

I hate physics. ARGH.

Gonna make a cup of coffee, for stress relief. Haha, ok no. I just like coffee. Mmmmm :)