everything in
it's right place

you only know how much you miss someone when they're gone!

i've been to so many outings these past few days, even stupidly missed part of my orientation. surrounded by so many people, yet it just not enough. maybe i'm not as close to them, whatever. i miss the sonnies and i miss you. change is hard.

it's not even 2 hours into monday and i'm having a bad start already.

i can't sleep, probably because i just drank an entire cup of coffee. i feel tired, but no i can't sleep. i want to play my guitar, but no, i don't have one with me right now. that's because my housemate is borrowing all my stuff. hey, it's only borrowing if you actually return it back. i feel like a tight ass for being annoyed about it, but hey i brought all this stuff here for a reason and it's not to be a charity to everyone. and it's sooooooo annoying when i'm in a bad mood because i can't do stuff that makes me feel better when i'm in a bad mood.

ARGH

to make it worse, the only person that makes me feel happier nowadays 1600km away.