everything in
it's right place

As part of my course, we're given these 'clicker' gadgets to use during lectures, basically it's a wireless remote control to submit answers to questions given in lectures. As if anyone would ever submit a decent answer, especially with an anonymous tag!

The answer was infact chronic, for the above slide. There's also mmmmdonuts, what, answer, boobs and spaghetti among the other random answers...

lol i should really study.

Just too much work now. Actually not really that much, but it's so much more than what I've been used to. Studying everyday, on the first week of school?! Done with one subject, still ten more pages of the next, then another ten pages of the next, also another 40 chapters of my MCAT to cover. Seems like a never ending cycle, but I've no choice because nowadays I can see so clearly how it's going to affect my future and really, that scares the shits out of me. So, on to studying! Yes!

Then again, I am a lazy little bastard and at times even that doesn't scare me. Bleah. Never mind, got to push forward... Study, damn it!



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apparently listening is one of my strong points. my mom makes full use of it, just babbling away constantly in the background (i'm not listening, really). just throw in a 'ah ha', 'yeah...', 'oh that's bad' once in a while. once in a while i slow down and listen to people (like, really listen) and their problems. and then i realise just how many people feel so constantly shitty everyday.

except me. i just feel... fine? 'ok'.

am i really so desensitised? un-opinionated? (is there such a word?)

do i really lead such a wonderfully bliss life?

i dunno.

anything la.

went to newton hawker center for dinner last night! hahaha everything that i'd want to eat in singapore, we ordered it! well almost. char kway teow, satay, hokkien mee, sugar cane, kopi bing, oyster egg, chicken wings, stingray! yumyumm

of course there wasn't any roti prata, mutton soup, teh halia or kway chap. but don't worry, i had that the day before. hahaha

after dinner, we went to dempsey road for ice cream at the new ben&jerry's. the decor in that place is fantastic, old brick walls with wooden tables and superrrr comfy sofa chairs. and a fire place to match! the place was packed, surprising that such an ulu place would be so crowded isn't it? the ambience was nice, the ice cream wasn't too bad but it was soooo expensive. but that's ben&jerry's. i ordered the brownie special (yum!) and a latte (bleah).

i decided to leave a little earlier than the rest, so tired :( but elvine gave me a lift home in his porsche (wtf right he has a porsche! he is an awesome guy though). haha that thing is just.... SHIOK man i'm gonna buy one (in the next 50years maybe). life is going to be hard as a test tube washer though!




nothing much left of the day now, just a dimsum lunch at peach garden (is that what it's called? it's near newton), an afternoon to finish this book and it's off to the airport already...

i'm just writing my thoughts now (however jumbled they may seem):

some people are special
so special
even after months, years, the way you think about them just never changes.
the personality, character, the way they dress and talk, their wonderful smile

but time and distance and the silly things people do
drift friends apart.

and i wonder
will we still (ever)
laugh, cry or smile together
when we're old and wrinkly?

i know we will,
although in a matter of time

though it's hard to let you go,
in the Father's hands we know...